Middle Easting it.

There's another sandstorm brewing outside today, my writing desk is right in front of the window in my bedroom so perceive it all I must & I find it astounding, death by wind & sand.

I am in Saudi Arabia, visiting my mother, my first day here flew by so splendidly that I might just stay a couple more weeks than expected. I am here for about 2 months though, so I suppose we'll see when we get to the end of this road.

The Holy Land is full of inspiration, beauty, peace & rampart repression, so many factors contribute to your own change of self perception & no one outside of this place will ever really be able to understand just how much this world affects you.

This is a System that recognized the debauchery of the System already in place, but still wanted to eat the cake, so it thought to compromise, entertain the original System in all manner of business & currensy acquiring endeavours but then completely shut it off from it's own people & culture. Not realizing that the money it so covets, is in fact the source of the System it hate's power. So now we have a doppleganger of the original failed System, dressed in a body of religion & xenophobia, a paradox, for all the money they have? They are not happy.

So what is the point?

One must understand that there can be no compromise when one makes a decision to live outside & inspite of the System, you cannot invest in it & believe yourself to be outside of it. One way or another, it will get to you, you must flee. It will make you believe that you are something you are not, a simple calculation. Because that is all it sees of you, that is all it is capable of seeing, it seeks to classify, never understand. Because it CANNOT understand.

The wonder of human life cannot be fit into a simple little box.

The System has no conception of this, it sells all kinds of boxes for you to fit your soul in.

Bejeweled cases to imprison your soul.

So how then to free yourself?

Want nothing, need nothing. Recognize the poison, shun it & follow your own way. There is no formula, there is only your understanding, there is only your mind.

Your flesh will rot, but your soul lives on, energy cannot be destroyed. There is nothing to fear, life, death, synonymous, you simply change location.

The Sustainer forever sustains.

Who would've thought I would've become so damn spiritual? But I ask you this, what is left when illusion ends? Truth.

Truth led me here, logical inferences, a seeking mind, a thirst for knowledge led me to this blessed peace, to this understanding, enables me to laugh at those who live on the ground. Not with malice, but with pity, to see them flailing so desperately against the shackles they placed on their own arms is a wonder indeed.

The human mind/soul is the only thing of any real worth to me. I think I'm Morpheus in this. Meant to guide & liberate, after realizing such for myself. I teach as I am taught, my Maker beseeches me to share truth & only truth & no matter the situation, truth liberates.

You can either shoot for freedom or drag a ball & chain.

Look around & see your prison bars, strangle the guard, steal the key, jump out the fucking window & discover you can fly.

The sky is not the limit, the sky is an illusion.

Rise above.