Speeding.

Yesterday I got pretty close into getting into an accident, it was a simple 4 way stop arena & a car flew by like a stunt man from Fast & Furious was driving it, if my mate hadn't stopped, we would've all been fucked. All because of one man speeding.

3 lives, 1 foot.

What nonsense.

Luckily I had weed with me, so I freaked, smoked, then thought. I started thinking about how I wouldn't be that upset if I were to end in an freak accident, would God even give me time to be upset? I didn't choose when I came into this world, technically I have no right to choose when to exit. I believe in reincarnation also, so the thought of another instance of myself somewhere else in the world makes accepting freak accidental death easier.

The only people I'd be concerned for is my Mum & my best friends, because I'm not sure if they'd be able to survive it. If they love me as much as I do them? They wouldn't. What would my Mum do? I'm her only child. Half her life she worked to put clothes on my back, like it or not I became her purpose. I grew in her womb, she taught me how to walk, how to speak & how to think, what would she do if there was no one to teach? I don't want to ever see my mother that sad, I thought about my Emefa & Efya, I don't ever want to see them that sad either.

So if the Lord does see fit to take me away, I won't try to stay so I can buy some chains, it's not about the money, it's not about the fame, I'll stay so all these beautiful women stay smiling.

It's not about the fame I just have a lot to say but if he chose to end it all today, there is nothing I could do or say. There simply wouldn't be the time too.

Well during the almost car accident we had been listening to SpottieOttieDopaliscious, which I maintain is a pretty dope song to die to & we had been talking about hip hop. About J. Cole, to be specific & about how J. Cole is our new Kanye West circa College Dropout. Because it's true, his essence, his consistency, his beats, his lyricism.

Mr. West has become the stereotypical artist attention whore & I simply can't stomach it anymore. It's like he's trying to have the sort of distant accepted reputation 3000 has, the reverence & respect we have for him goes so much farther than "Yeah, that's my favorite rapper" with Andre it's "That's my favorite human being". But Andre 3000 isn't a new money attention whore & he has never been an egotistical drunk ass more than once on national television. He doesn't even like television, outside of Cartoon Network that is.

I fuck with J. Cole so much because he helps put my faith back into mainstream hip hop. I just hope he stays true to himself and we don't lose him to the God Dollar like we did Mr. West.

Fuck man,

WAKE UP MR. WEST.