In love.

So, I just finished watching Chéri. A beautiful film to be sure. I take care to name the movies I love 'films' to distinguish them from the able trash that so easily entertains nowadays. Films inspire you, films change your life, and this film, confirmed mine.

I love love.

I love that I can turn it on, and turn it off at will. I love my ability to in so in love in one moment but continue on the next. I'm a romantic, I draw power from every gaze, from every caress and the satisfaction it brings me when I later sit and describe it in the pages of my journal will forever excite.

Perhaps it's a bit over indulgent of me, but I love life, and life is love, a brilliant firework show of endless human emotion, such blazing energy if you know how to control it.

I adored this film. Adored with all my heart.

I'm simply in love with all the possibilities of life. Every sordid avenue, every delicious turn, and the long list of loves I'll peruse with such pride in years to come. I'll love some of the greatest human beings on this planet.

I have to.